Ck's blog

31 August 2010

2010-08-31T14:32:00.001+08:00

Been a year since I update this old thing.

O Level is coming. =(

Still got lots of doubts not answered...

Physics
Chapter 8 Kinetic Model of Matter
Chapter 13 Light
Chapter 15 Sound
Chapter 20 Magnetism
Chapter 21 Electromagnetism
Chapter 22 Electromagnetic Induction

Chemistry
Chapter 2 Purification of Substance
Chapter 14 Extraction and Uses of Metals
Chapter 18 Chemical Analysis
Chapter 19 Redox Reactions
Chapter 20 Electrolysis
Chapter 27 Macromolecules

Biology
Chapter 8 Transport in Humans
Chapter 12 Homeostasis
Chapter 14 The Human Eye
Chapter 18 Cell Division
Chapter 20 Molecular Genetics

Maths
Vectors
Matrices

A Maths
Chapter 4 Partial Fractions
Chapter 10 Plane Geometry
Chapter 15 Rate of Change
Chapter 20 Area of a Region
Chapter 21 Kinematics

So what shall I start with first?

Incidents. Lots and lots of incidents happened. I feel that my friends aren't friends anymore. I don't feel comfortable with anyone anymore. They misunderstand me so easily. Sometimes I just wish they were not my friends. I wished I could be a loner. Why do they misunderstand me so easily? what on earth did I do wrong?

I have friends. Self-centered, bossy one. 每次都看我不顺眼的人也有，想揍我的人也有。 When you are not happy, you give me that look. Putting all the blame to me. I really can no longer take it! After that, you say you kidding. Okay fine, you can kid all you want. Then you give me that face again. And yes I already pointed out your bad points so are you still going to change?

It's ironic when you say, " I'm your closest friend," when you treat me like a shit behind my back. I can no longer accept you as my friend.

2010-02-01T20:22:00.001+08:00

The Republic of Ck is represented by President Yeo Chin Kwee. This country has adopted a free election process which allows each citizen to vote freely for whatever type of representation they feel appropriate. Upon the birth of each new child, a multi-function processor is implanted in the child's brain which provides each citizen with 100% of all new information experienced by said child. All citizens are afforded the right to free health care and the medical community frequently sponsors seminars on healthy living and dieting.

Life in Ck is very safe due to the right of the police to randomly search private property. This country is proudly guarded by a fleet of men wearing kilts and carrying giant pikes and hand grenades. Religious practice and public observances are allowed, but no policies may be created to advance any given expression of religious thought. All citizens of this country take a mandatory standardized test to evaluate their intelligence, and all those who do not score well enough are deported to other countries.

Many citizens see a need to be eco-friendly and have started a coalition for the advancement of the 'tree hugger'. Large Corporations are allotted specific tax advantages when cigars, whiskey and vehicles are given to Yeo Chin Kwee, and many feminist movements have butted heads with masculine movements, spurring this nation's first 'Peoplist Movement'.

29 October 2009

2009-10-29T18:06:00.002+08:00

It's the end of the term.
Many wishes, many hopes
Many mistakes too.
It had been a year.
There are friends
there are foes.
It dosen't matter
as long as friendship grows.
You people had stood by my side
All the time
Maybe i'm too reckless to notice
Yeah but i know
From my primary school
Till now
All my friends never left.
I see them as my images.
Can I be like them?
Can I be a true friend?
I don't know whether to laugh or cry...
I have such friends
Is it good or bad?
How do I get those feelings?

I feel happy
Because someone is there to protect
Me
There is someone who cares
There is someone who shares

I feel sad too.
One day
My friends will have to leave
My friends will have to go
So...

I want to give my most sincere thanks
and most regretful apology
For i may hurt
People due to my recklessness
I give each friend a thank
Sorry if I hurt you
And I hope you will be okay. =)

4 October 2009

2009-10-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

Cybernetic Knight here.

Wow, owner got a LOT of questions. Trust me, he is feeling sort of tempermental and frustrated. Okay, I am not quite sure how to teach him. I may know but I cannot teach him. I am not trained.LOL

Oh and somebody said Chin Kwee is Cybernetic Knight buy sorry I am a completely different person. Don't ask for my name. It is prefered as Anoymous.

Ok, thanks a lot for teaching him, if you will. He dosen't understand what I teach.

Robot
Cybernetic Knight

4 October 2009

2009-10-04T20:00:00.004+08:00

As usual, today go swimming. Nothing in particular and haven't break my record yet, getting so difficult >= but maybe more confident. I hope coach allow me to go for test soon.

On Friday, we de-stress ourselves by playing basketball. Actually, it was Joanna, Yit Shiang, Xiang Yew and me. Then suddenly so many people come and play so we play match. I think around 10 girls and 5 boys. I also quite cannot remember. Too bad, I did not take some photos. The match was awesome. (=

Yeah im gonna be 15 soon!!! A milestone in someone's life!!! Unfortunately, so sad, that my birthday is in the middle of exams. Life becomes so miserable sometimes.

I got A LOT A LOT of questions to ask people. I am going to be a second Max Guan, go around disturbing people by asking questions. Pardon me if you are annoyed.

I need urgent help on:

Chemistry

Recycling of Metals
Kinetic Particle Theory
Redox Chemical Reaction

Biology

Plant Nutrition
Transport in Flowering Plants
Homeostatsis
Transport in Humans
Endocrine System

Physics

Pressure
General Wave Properties
Lenses

Elemental Mathematics

Coordinate Geometry
Circle's Arc, Sector and Segment
Congurent And similar Triangles
Angle Properties of Circle
Box-And-Whisker Diagram

Additional Mathematics

Coordinate Geometry
Polynomials
Simple Trigonometric Identities and Equations

Geography (Human + Natural )

Forest as a Resource
Variations in Development in the World
Reasons for Variations in Development in the World

Social Studies

Governance in Singapore

If you can help me out , thank you!!!!!!!!!

Eternal Gratefulness,
Yeo Chin Kwee

2 October ---- The day of the massive Basketball Play

2009-10-02T19:31:00.001+08:00

I feel so lonely

One by one

They all went home.

I could see

Nothing

But a shadow

They left and went.

Feeling so lonely…

I can see

Good Times fly

So quickly

So fast

It seemed like a dream

With wonders

That waver me

Now I know I am not alone

They have not really left

Like I thought they would be

They are still there

Forever there

Must I wear a mask?

I seem not to be myself

I may be smiling

Like the bright Sun

Deep, deep down

It’s like an unexplored dungeon

Confused and Stuck

Is it really the right way?

My heart feels so pain.

Now I know why I feel that way

Nobody to share real pain

Nobody to share the same sufferings

Tomorrow’s future may be even brighter

Things that I had never notice before

There are others

Willing to care

Willing to share

Yet I am unsure

Whether not to burden others

Thanks everyone

Thank you all

I finally know

To remain positive

At All times

Now I can finally take down that mask

With a true and real smile

I feel so great

I feel like drifting away...

Handle Chin Kwee when he is in Auto-Pilot Mode

2009-09-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

9/9/2009

Symptoms that you see when he is in Auto-Pilot Mode:

1) He is looking at a same direction all the time.

2) He seemed to be thinking something when he is not.

3) He will noy say hi to you even if you wave at him.

4) He will move in a straight line.

5) He will move away objects within its 30 cm range.

How to deal with him:

1) Just POKE him as HARD as you can! That will do the job.

Robot
Cybernetic Knight
XD

31 August 2009

2009-08-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

I have to admit that my robot is cooking up stories again. Argh! Gotta control it!

Phew! This term is over.
Lots of things seemed to happen in a flash.
Chinese Project: Sadly, I can't contribute much. I'm not good with slides and my presentation.
Class Performance: Oops, I accidentally said wrong lines.
Science Project: OMG, we almost couldn't make it.

Chinese Project: Joanna made the slides which I couldn't understand until I read it entirely. Lots of grammatical mistakes still nice job! You manage to get all the information in.
Zhi Zheng did the pictures, animations and slides. Thanks for your hard work Zeke. =)
Yan lan and Shi Hui presented the slides excellently.
Thanks for everyone hard work but the main role is still Mrs. Sree.
Cute = Ugly but adorable!!

Class Performance: Almost everyone participated! I was the voice over of Klinsmann and the opening I said something wrong. All well that ends well. Gratitude to Jennifer and Jun Kiat. They did a lot, a lot of work!
Main role: Alan, Klinsmann, Najeera <<< Super Kia-su SchoolGirl!, Zhi Zheng ("doctor"), Wasilah ( Pregnant Woman ) OMG! Big stomach!,Vishnu (husband)and Sharjun( Dancer?!?! ){don't why he's there}

Once upon a time, in an MRT train, a couple walked into the train. Alan, main character, shows compassion by giving the seat to the pregnant lady. Klinsmann on loud music. Sharjun start dancing. Is it necessary to include this scene?!? Klinsmann scold Sharjun for being inconsiderate and then Alan reprimand him for pot calling the kettle black. Then baby kicks. Ouch! Vishnu looks for a doctor. Zeke, the trainee doctor comes to the rescue asking for a pair of scissors. Kia-su gir... I mean Najeera gives him one. Klinsmann suddenly comes and wants to take video. Kia-s... I mean Najeera also gets so excited and want to take video. Then, Alan stops them and wants them to help instead. Klinsmann not happy so go sit on the chair watch. Alan request for the umbrella and Najeera getting so excited took out an umbrella. This schoolgirl always gets so excited so easily. They cover Wasilah and then shout PUSH!!!! When the baby is about to come out, Zeke thought it was a girl. Then Vishnu got scared ad wants him to push it back. ( Comical Scene!!! Too bad Xiang Yew couldn't express it.) Then it came out a boy!!! A POOH bear!!! OMG, people give birth to BEARS!!! Where the hell is the MRT staff? Couldn't they help?!?! Other cabins also don't care meh? Well, there's how I feel. Overall is excellent.

Science Project: We didn't finish our project in time. Well done crew!!! I will like to acknowledge, Zeke, Najeera, Jennifer and Kelly. Sadly, I think I did the least again. Well, Zeke is the leader, Jennifer is the secertary, Najeera and Kelly supplier. Well, I'm the assistance for everything. Well, what is everything?!?! Oh well, I was facinated by the decaying method where your brain goes " Damn it I suddenly cannot remember things and stuff" So overall everyone did a great job.

Term 3 is about to end. The only thing I feel sad is my A MATHS!!! I could have scored high. T.T Man, Im gonna hibernate soon. Oh yeah do not listen to Cybernetic Knight. It SPOUTS NONSENSE!!!!!!!

Your truly,
Chin Kwee

23 August 2009

2009-08-23T20:06:00.001+08:00

I looked around, trying to search for my owner. In the end, I could hear weeping sounds coming from the living room.

" Owner, why are you here? Why are you emitting water from your eyes?"
He saw me and try to smile but the water kept flowing.
Then he managed to utter, " Can you leave me alone for a while? I need some spsce."
I went back but turn around again.
" Owner are you okay---"
" PLEASE give me some space..." He dashed into the toilet.
He must have felt stress.
Please excuse owner if he threw his anger at you or accuse you for no reason.
His heart had to be stronger.

Robot
Cybernetic Knight

21 August 2009

2009-08-21T22:23:00.001+08:00

Sigh... Feeling so forgetful these days!

Sometimes you know, I really hate people around me. I had a feeling that I am constantly needed and it could really tire me out. I need a break.

At home, I am the most "advanced" at home. My family will approach me and ask for help for this and that. Sometimes they just want my attention by bugging me. I have no choice but to entertain them, it's part of my job, right? I am so confused.

In school, mostly my peers will ask for school work. I have to cope for my studies at the same time. No matter how I try, I can never win the "guru"s. Destiny, huh? Overcome destiny? Is it possible? Juggling these aren't easy. How I wish I could be like Zhi Zheng, so patient and intelligence...

On the other hand, I feel proud. "Chin Kwee, a job well done!" Now for the rest of the world. I must do well for today, tomorrow , next week, next month, SA2, Prelim, GCE 'O' Level, the year after next, GCE 'A' level, National Service, University......

Unreasonable people, not anybody's cup of tea. Unfortuately, I am one of them if I am too rash. Forgive me if I do as my mind is not right but at its left. I will like to apologise if I accused you in any sort of manner.

Well, I love to speak more but I cannot. You never know who will be reading this blog.

Signing off
Your Truly
Chin Kwee ( Feeling tired and sad today )

16 August 2009

2009-08-16T19:42:00.001+08:00

Cybernetic Knight reports for duties!

Owner seems to be so busy with lots of stuff. So much homework, so much things to consider.

He was like " Oh my god! Choing ah!" and he managed to finsh his tuition homework in one day.(1 book) Not like I cannot finish it. He broke his swimming record too.

Mission today is to help owner to finsh his homework. It seemed like he had not finish his Physics yet. Good luck Lao Da!

Mission 385 completed! Help owner update his blog. Time to sign off.

Robot
Cybernetic Knight

Pledge Moment

2009-08-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

We, the citizen of Singapore pledge ourselves as one united people, regardless of race, language or religion. To build a democratic society, based on justice and equality, so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation.

9 August 2009

2009-08-09T09:17:00.000+08:00

Earth, a blue planet, that is dominated by mysterious beings called human. They are strange. They want to do something but don't want to do it. I saw a boy, about 1.4m high, was hungry. He was like "Damn it, I am hungry" and he was holding sweets and snacks. Since you are hungry, shouldn't you eat?

My owner sometimes says, " Maybe you cannot feel us. Your body is a machine not cells. We have hearts while you have motherboards." I had to look at him blankly. Is there a difference? Unable to analyse.

Humans also had strange things called emotion and intelligence. I tried out EQ test and they show zero. It seemed artificial intelligence cannot match the power of real intelligence.

When the sky turns dark blue, my owner goes into something called sleep while we go into hibernation. When they sleep, they go into dreams. "Mysterious things that distorts your mind." My owner says.

The Earth is a mysterious place but it will be my home.

Robot
Cybernetic Knight

9/8/2009

Today is Singapore's 44th birthday. Today is also Tessari's birthday so coincidence.

Never blog for a long time. I don't feel like it because I have a diary of my own. Every night I will write something (highly secretive). Have a new robot to assist me. Name called Cybernatic Knight. It matched my name, you know CK.

Cybernatic Knight claims he is from the future. Less likely because he is someone I know(Highly secretive). Never mind.

Happy birthday Singapore!!

Your truly
Mr. Yeo Chin Kwee

17 July 2009

2009-07-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

delting my unnecessary file while typing...

Ck's here!!!

ZZZ! Very bored leh in class or anywhere. LIFE seemed to have no EXCITEMENT!!
Class constantly DEAD!
Class blog only Jun Kiat updating.
What HAPPEN TO EVERYONE??

Never mind about that
Doing the tittle RE-invention for Physics Project
Did that last year
Must we do again??
I was thinking of Pythogaras Switch or whatever you call that

I cannot find the stuff Z ask me to get
my chess board missing.
Dad and mom don't allow me to use the spotlight
So where can we find it?

Class is a boring place.
if I can skip school, I will
If I can transfer school , even better!

Haiz nvm, i shall go be a nerd and study.
Studying alone is better than studying in class.
Exploring the textbook is good enough for me!
Therefore, you can study hard and then sleep in class. :D

Ok Bye!!!!!!!!

28 June 2009

2009-06-28T18:52:00.002+08:00

28 June 2009

7 pm

12 hrs 25 mins left to school

What a holiday but still quite bored.

1 June: Watch Movies
2 June: Practice my hobby
3 June: Chinese Oral
4 June: A Maths Extra Class
5 June: Make Egg Rolls with Grandmother
6 June: Chinese Tuition
7 June: Swimming + A Visit from cousins!
8 June: First Day of AEM
9 June: Chemistry Extra Class + A Maths Extra Class
10 June: Second Day of AEM
11 June: Third Day of AEM
12 June: Basketball
13 June: Chinese Tuition + Do write-up
14 June: Swimming + A visit from cousins!
15 June: Fourth day of AEM + Doing Project
16 June: Fifth day of AEM + Completion of Project
17 June: Exam + Project Presentation
18 June: English Tuition
19 June: Slacking at home
20 June: Chinese Tuition
21 June: Go Wild Wild Wet
22 June: Do homework
23 June: English Tuition
24 June: Slacking
25 June: English Tuition
26 June: More HOMEWORK!!
27 June: Go Kembangan! Miss my hometown!
28 June: More swimming!

1 June: Punkers! Go out with guys and gals to movies and they are all late!!! Watch Night at Museum 2 and saw Klinsmann. Then, Shi Hui wants to go MiniToons and Yit Shiang and I go Popular nerd for a while then saw Miss Nah. Finish then go home.

3 June: Xiang Yew and Yong Kin got punished because Xiang Yew wore white PE t-shirt and Yong Kin was cheeky. Hope she dosen't get too mad!

8 June: Mouse head and snail was late for the bus. Everybody waiting for snail head but he walks slowly and comfortably. -.- Reach Singapore Poly and learn micropipette. Damn hard to use! After a while still can use properly. No recess? Only got lunch! T.T Then everybody go MacDonalds to eat. More lectures about DNA after the break. Reach home at 5.30pm. >.< Labcoat $55 leh! I make it so dirty!

10 June: Go SP with Yit Shiang. Reach there learn mitosis and meiosis. Early lunch. Try to find our supervisor in charge of my project but cannot find. Everybody dou find le zhi you wo mei you find. After that learn gene! A bit boring!

11 June: Study chemical property about DNA. Got a chance to crush strawberries! Yuck! So sick! Almost vomitted. Ask Zhi Wei to do for me then I slack. After break, have fun with producing the bacterias, E-coli(will lead you to have diahorrea!) and forced it to insert DNA and because it is a bit "stubborn", we use CaCl. Then, we find our supervisor, Dr. Adrain Yeo. He gave us websites and made a write-up for him.

12 June: Play basketball with Sherwin Sim from 05'. Then Xiang Yew and Rong Chang come so I trashed them in a children trading card game. Poh Chin also comes. Yong Kin coms after lunch and play basketball too. Lol. Training for my small, feeble body.

15 June: Cut DNA and joining DNA. Sad. everybody so fine my team is the worst so nah dun wan 2 speak about it. Everyone finish their project except my group just started, wish we would catch up. Never knew that Xiang Yew had a romantic side.

16 June: Go computer lab do bioformatics. To tell you the truth, I cannot catch up so I also don't know how to wirte. Stay back to complete the project.

17 June: Do exam. All MCQ so I only get 15/20. Zhi Zheng got 19/20!!! OMG!! Then presentation, I think I too nervous until I think the teachers never give good marks. Sad! Zhi Zheng team is excellent.

21 June: Went for swimming. Almost beat my records. Argh!!!!!! 2 more seconds leh!!!!!! Then go WWW for their family day. Free tickets and I figure my friends might not want so I gave it to someone else. Sorry!

25 June: Sad! No extra class and I wait there like an idiot! Lol.

End of story! Goodbye!

5 June 2009

2009-06-05T15:15:00.002+08:00

I wonder...

Where do people's spirits go after they die?
Why is an enzyme is made up of proteins and not made up of carbohydrates or fats?
Why is fats so important when they are harmful to us?
How does human beings exists?
What is the purpose for dinosaurs to be exist when they are meant to extinct?
Why is alkaline corrosive?
Why do we need Pressure? Why can't we all have 0 Pa within us and live in outer space?
When will be Eart's last day?
Are we really 'alone'? Are there aliens?

5 June 2009

Ck thought of a lot of things during these days. I really need somebody to answer maybe half of these questions. They are pestering me! They even appeared in my dreams!

These days, after SA1, everybody would be enjoying the best of their lives except 4 Express. After all, one would sit down and put off all their worries after exams. That would include me.

The school also organised a PTC ( Parent-Teacher Conference) and I thought it was a success. Unfortunately I had to help out and I could have left at 1.30pm instead of 7.40 pm. Sad.
There was Chinese Oral too. Our examiner was Mrs Tan ( HOD of MT ) and I think it would be a miserable time for 304 classmates [boy]. I just hope she will be lenient and give us high marks.

On that day, Mrs Tan scolded Yong Kin and Xiang Yew. Yong Kin was cheeky and ran in the hall I think and Xiang Yew wore the school white shirt instead of school uniform. I really hope she 看我是她的学生的份上放过我。

Okay thanks for reading! Bye.

Written by
Yours truly
Ck

13 May 2009

2009-05-13T20:22:00.001+08:00

10 May 2009

2009-05-10T20:27:00.012+08:00

10 May 2009

Omg! For once swimming is cancelled! Thanks to the rain... The Tampines Swimming complex is practically empty!

Since swimming is cancelled due to bad weather, I went to the doctor for skin checkup. I don't know why muz go but i juz went. The doctor say my skin dry so she instructed me to put some oil? onto my skin. Okay, that's weird.

Come home and play some children trading card game. Celebrate my bro's birthday. Friday, I gonna bring him out to play. Of course, no bloody interruption from 304 nerds or ex-207 nerds. Maybe I will bring Soon Wee along but never mind.

Oh yeah then play mahjong then tai-tee with cousins. Lose like crazy in mahjong. Play 3 tai and course lose. Diaoz even went bankrupt. However, tai-tee, I win like 9 times in the row. Break my 8 win streak record. Must break my 10-streak!

After that, it's the saddest part of my life! Writing something that i was not at fault at! Ms Quek punished all those who went out of classroom. I instantly know there is a lot of dishonest souls but even if i juz went to the toilet also consider stepping out! Well, I also did not seeked for permission to go toilet and my bloody bladder was bursting so I walked out. Diaoz! Not like only people outside noisy, inside also like opening a parade. Sad! Should have reject my vice chairman position when i was chosen. lol like no power in class like that. call them shut up also won't work. really make my life miserable.

Well, what a disappointing day today is. Hope my results won't be that disappointing!

Summary so far on exams...

El P1 Fair

El P2 Sad! I never finish Summary in time!

SS Essay easy =D, SBQ difficult!!!!!! Min: 12+ 6/25

CL P1 Write lots of idioms!

E Maths Less than a challenge! Min :57/80

Physics Sad! Almost cannot make it Min: 68/100

My minimum is not guaranteed but hope i don't get below this!

Written by

Yours truly

2009-04-23T21:07:00.006+08:00

"Looking out over the great beyond
I've simply realised how narrow my field of vision is
It would be easier to just give up on myself
but I thought I'll stick it out as best as I could

No matter how bad today may be
It will be ok, so long as I spark up a glimmer tomorrow,
and again and again the next day

So that it goes on
So that it never fades
I'll make certain of myself
Even if I get hurt more times than I can count
I will still run ahead, wishing for the tomorrow that will surely come
Through a now-or-never today

While laying the blame on something else
By doing so I can't advance, making myself uncertain
In this instant this is the only place
I have already wasted so much

I may just want to smile and let it pass
Even if I cried yesterday
The morning that comes is still the same
Just the same one

So that it never stops
So that it never cease
I ask myself
What was lost yesterday is my own fault isn't it
It's my freedom to live the way I wish
on this now-or-never today
Like a life with no regrets

It's time to say goodbye
I'm not afraid of you
I need to walk away
Cause I don't wanna be a liar
If I cannot live my life
I am as good as dead

So that it goes on
So that it never fades
I'll make certain of myself
Even if I get hurt more times than I can count
I will still run ahead, wishing for the tomorrow that will surely come
Through a now-or-never today

So that it never stops
So that it never cease
I ask myself
What was lost yesterday is my own fault isn't it
It's my freedom to live the way I wish
on this now-or-never today
Like a life with no regrets"

23 April 2009

Hi everybody! I have not blog for a long time cause my dad don't let me use the internet and I have been figuring out the password and managed to hack in.

Lol. it may sound weird that i post some jap song's translation on the web because I find this song very inspiring and it left a deep impression on me. It taught me how to live the best I can, live the best and not to give up easily. Well, that is how I feel. (=

I know my blog is boring. I will try to take some pictures of the 304 nerds and maybe share it, if they allow or maybe some video. Actually, I don't know I should add or not?

13 days to SA1. Therefore, I am not studying today! Why? Because it is 13. I know it means 1 + 3 = 4. I am a bit supersitious now because these days, whenever I heard or saw the number 13, no apparent reason, my body began to be less active. I feel more tired than usual. No idea why. Scary isn't it?

It is not i am trying to scare you, i suddenly feel very weak when I reach home, as if i am going to collapse and I don't think it's because lack of nutrition or lack of sleep or something. Never mind i will get that off my mind.

Hope this words i wrote on top will cheer you and me up!

Ck

12 April 2009

2009-04-12T19:16:00.010+08:00

The Homecoming

The train zoomed by the quiet city. Cars could be seen resting in the carpark. I looked at the dark city and quieter than usual. Finally, the train reached my destination. The door took three seconds to open, as if it was too reluctant to let me free. I alighted the train, and the train's doors were closed again. It moved faster than usual, hoping to get away as soon as possible.

I stood at the platform, nothing but silence. These two years of reforming had finally ended. Would I still have the cheek to face them again, my family and friends? After all the things I had done wrong? The silence seemed to answer my question. I brought the thoughts with me all the way home.

I walked till I was at my flat. My mind filled with different mixture of emotions, different tastes. The sweetness of joy, the bitterness of sorrow, the dry taste of happiness etctera. I jumped into the lift and hit the eleven button. The lift rose slowly, as if it was not wanting to move.

I came out of the lift, seeing all the neighbour's door shut. Were they avoiding me? I moved towards my unit. There hung "Home Sweet Home". Was home really that sweet? I hesitated. My body did not want to move. I tried to press the doorbell but my hand was struggling to control itself. Then, I saw the lock was not there. I opened and it creaked quite sharply but softly. I pushed open the door and slowly entered the house. I entered my room. It lookes the same, the same time I left two years ago!

However, my wife was not there. Neither were my children nor parents were here too! I checked the cupboard. There were nothing there except that some spiders bulit their house over there. I took the family photo and looked at it the final time. Teardrops stained on the photo. I tore it into two pieces, one side it was me, the other, was my family, but I did not know at the other side of Earth, my family was laughing, smiling but not aware of the homecoming, not aware of my existence. Chains one again warped around my broken heart, chains of sorrows.

24 March 2009

2009-03-24T17:18:00.003+08:00

24 March 2009

Feeling tired and energyless today. The day just dragged like there was nothing interesting.

The lessons today are freaking me out. English lesson is comprehension. Fortunately, it is the first period still can ta-han. A Maths. I was like doing sums and asking Jess some question. PE. No running, keeping 私 (watashi) tired! Tired till boredom! Standing broad jump also never pass! Why no running?!?! T.T Geography also quite bored. Write notes, fill in the blank. Remember that time when Mrs. Chia taught Geography. So exciting! Can't wait for her lesson! But now haiz...

Chemistry. I think my mind is sleeping. Eyes open, but spirit not there. For the first time ever, 谭老师's lesson was boring. Only课文! At least I loved Biology lesson! Best lesson! I loved Mrs Tan lesson. She always had something to interest us. Then still got Vishnu and Yong Kin. The class very lively. How I hope our lesson is always like this!

I may just want to smile and let it pass
笑い過ごしたいつかも

Now my brother always like to act smart. In the end, got lecture from me. Haiz, why the world is so boring and irritating?

Enough of complaining. I go study now. Anyone could just overtake me and kick my ass.

2009-03-02T18:03:00.003+08:00

2 March 2009

Count down to Yu-Gi-Oh! 5ds Stardust Accelerator: 78 days from now

During my free time, I always busybody looks at other people's blog. lol
I observed something: People always write things that they hate. Is it NECESSARY?
We are like friends and they always understand about each other. Why waste electricity just to write something you hate?

I go to "hatebook". A place where you pour out your anger and frustration. After I read some, it sounds so stupid! I don't see a reason for it to be there.

Anyway, in my quest to make new friends, I tried weird methods to find out what's one likes and dislikes. No need any one to tell me. Of course this is how I find out Yit Shiang. My spying mission really paid off!

For that, try to be on a positive side and you see yourself in a different way.
Remember, I don't eat seafoods!

( Man was made to love, not to hate)

2009-02-26T20:16:00.003+08:00

26 February 2009

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Economic falling nowadays. Be careful on how you spend your money.

Anyway, this is my 17th post maybe 16th. I really cannot believe that my physics result sux!
17/25 T.T
Seriously i could have gotten 20. z z z
at least i win rong chang in compo...
today also got 华文试卷二
to tell you the truth, i anyhow do
don't really know what i am writing
conclusion: i think i might fail
tomorrow got A maths quiz
i dont think it will be easy
so got to go and study
thus bye

(human lives are complicating. it is not God that make us complicating but we make our lives completing)

2009-02-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

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2009-02-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

22 February 2009

I cry.
I laugh.
I talk.
I ask.
I act.
I learn.
I walk.
I love.

Do you know what kind of person am I?

2009-02-19T17:08:00.002+08:00

19 February 2009

I need to customize this blog! My blog is so boring!! Too bad, I am an IT-idiot.

This year sure cannot be the top. T.T
Rong Chang/ Jess best in Maths.
In best CL class. sure cannot top.
Jennifer good in el.
Best in three Science... sure not xiang yew ( i hav confidence when i speak XD)
Erm.. geog, maybe also not top.
ss may get full marks but cannot consider top.

Die liao!!!!! Must study hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

10 February 2009

First time I realised I was irritating. Now i wish to change back into the primary school me.

Anyway, nobody knows my personalty when i was younger. I tell you!!!!!!! It's extremely opposite to my secondary school personalty.

Ever since I was a primary school, p1-p3, I seldom hang out with friends. You don't see me chattering whole day. You don't see me run around like a crazy idiot. No friends at all. I messed up the speech and drama thingy too. Lol, this is how clumsy I can get.

p4-p6, I was becoming like the secondary me. Getting active but you don't see me talk much. I don't really have much friends as well but still had isaac.

I came into East View but not to show off. I met crazy and wacky friends and they ALWAYS thought I was there to "hao lian".

Never mind but I only want my friends know my background, since I am always spying and gather information about them. They just don't know how I do that.

( My school is not bohigh, is bodhi. Don't be an idiot)

nothing to post

2009-02-09T18:01:00.002+08:00

9 February 2009

This blog is going dead.

Anyway, a lot of things happened January.
I was post into 304 in a triple Science class.
Ms Quek form teacher.
Rebecca, not from 207, was the chairman.
I don't know why and how I became the vice-chairman.
Not even good with leadership.
Probably "sabo" by 207 nerds.
Now busier than last year.
8 subjects to cope.
Met lots of friends. Jennifer, Jing Ting, Anthea, Jess, Jing Yi, Jaslene, Heidi, Si Xian, Wei Xin, Rebecca, Sharjun,Zhi Wei, Vinshnu, Zhi Zheng etc. Cannot remember all...
Must know what they like or dislike.
How to be a good friend without knowing all this.
So must find out.
In the end, I tried to get "closer" to them.
Sorry, if I hurt you or anything.
Lots of competition.
Slack a bit also will lose out.

Went camp on 7 January, came back at 9 January.
Thought it would be fun.
But it was fun to a certain extent.

23 January got A Maths Quiz.
Quite simple, don't know why everybody said so hard. =)
Also got biology test.
Score quite well for both. (=

English CA1 on composition.
Don't know whether I did well.
公函 also don't know good or not.
Must win Yit Shiang.
Since he keeps bragging...

Today im still trying to make a new blogs without underscore.
The website says cannot.
What to do?
Do it next time lor.

( A good man always keeps his words)

26 Dec

2008-12-26T10:58:00.002+08:00

26 Dec. 6 more days to school. I dont really want 2 go school. More homework and more stress. I cannot really bother waking up so early, go to the familiar school and see the face of my classmates! Should not even take triple science. lol.

Yesterday was Christmas. Went out until 10 p.m. Anybody would feel super tired. Going to a party isnt what i would expect. dead tired.

Why am I sharing my complaints with you? Maybe just because i have nothing better to say?

nothing 2 do

2008-11-10T10:00:00.003+08:00

Today is Monday. What do you think the others who are going Kunming doing?

I think Yit Shiang at his auntie house playing dota. Kok Yong maybe at chalet. S.H.E maybe packing. Then what should I do?

Yesterday I go for class chalet. There was no excitement down there. No pillow fights but only cards. Boring~. I also finish packing. Nothing else to do. Sianz~

I wonder who will send us away. Maybe nobody will. Who the hell would wake up so early and go Changi Airport to bring us. Anyway, bye.

(I know the world isn't fair, but why isn't ever unfair in my favor?)

Gettin busy.....

2008-11-05T17:10:00.002+08:00

After the school holidays, I have been super busy with a lot of things. After November I will go sian again. Yuck! Maybe I should go find a pal and play yugioh with him.

Rong Chang ask me why i so busy at home. I doing research lor. Research on which JC or Poly I should go. I don't want to go to a JC or Poly if they don't offer the course I want...

Some of my friends going second class. I am going to miss them. Maybe I should meet up with them or something. Sometimes I feel lonely even with my com and NDS. Should go play soccer with my neighbours or something.

See ya around! Away for a twining programme in Kunming for 8 days. 11-18. Won't be in SG.

Rong Chang/Sherwin/Yit Shiang , wanna go somewhere? I very bored @ home.

18 Oct

2008-10-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

Since 12 October, I have been busy playing. Exams are over. I realised a lot of people in my class got 60 and above percentage for overall. They are good.

Anyway, I will go overseas in November for 8 days for twinning programme. I am really looking forward to this. We have to make a blog about Kunming and stuff. What makes me look forward is the exciting places we are going.

Thursday, 16 October, Rong Chang, Yong Kin, Yit Shiang, Xiang Yew bought me yugioh cards. Sherwin also gave me a card. Thanks!

We are going to seperate soon. Let's hope that we can meet up with each other even after secondary 2.

All bout today

2008-10-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today is 12th October. Bout 6 days i have not blog. Today i went for swimming. Laps and laps. BORING!! Maybe the best part is i celebrating my birthday today. I only receive money, no presents.(Don't tell you how much and don't try to rob me)

To my fellow classmates, good luck when you get your paper. I hope everybody will be in contact with each other next year.

Best of luck!!!!

Things to study for Science

2008-10-06T19:01:00.002+08:00

Chapter 3,4,5,6,7,11,13,14,15

Stop asking me what to study!!!!!!!

Must memorise carbon and nitrogen cycle. They worth 10 marks!!

Today History and Maths paper 1 exam

2008-10-06T13:42:00.003+08:00

Today 's history exam is a diaster. A lot of my classmates failed to complete it. Aiyah they should have do time planning. Whenever there is an exam, one must do time planning first. Most of my friens did not finish. Such a sad thing. Tessari was also crying. Seriously, if you even do time planning in the 1st place, you would not land yourself in a pathetic state.

Anyway for Maths, our 2 best competitor, Rong Chang and Xiang Yew are fighting again. I hate those 2. Their Maths so good. Catching up with them seemed impossible. I hope I will still beat them. They maybe got careless mistake or something. Results will be out next Monday. I hope I will not lose to them.

(P.S 2morrow Science and Maths Paper 2 exam. Good luck 2 u all)

If you saw a heat wave, would you wave back?

The Exclusive Birthday

2008-10-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

Roar!!!!! A few more days and it will be my birthday! Roar!!!!!!!!!! (Heard a lion roar before?) Anyway , no birthday bash please. I m goin crazy after SA2. I got lots of things 2 do. 1st, I must defeat Rong Chang and Don in Yu-Gi-Oh! so that I can claim king. After that, I want to deaft xiang yew(snail) in Pokemon. Then must defeat my cousin in Chinese Chess and Yu-Gi-Oh! Then i m goin 2 be like in-your-face! Muhahaha!!!!!

If you can even fulfill my birthday wish. Haha. Not possible. Try lor. So many rivals. Maybe my mom buying PSP for mi. Lovin her.

(P.S Wanna give mi present? Feel free. Juz dun giv mi crap.)

I muz be the top this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4th of October

2008-10-04T11:36:00.000+08:00

Today is 4th October. I fell super bored @ home. Even when I on my computer, I fell so BORED!!!!!!!! Why can't something interesting happen?! Singapore is too peaceful maybe. Everyone is safe. I really want to go out there and see the world. Of course, that needs $$. Wait until i m as old as 60. I may want to retire n travel around the world.. Maybe i will die even before i finish everything. I have to study history and maths. Essays and formulas. Do they even go together?

(P.S I celebrate my birthday a week before my actual birthday.)
(P.S Kiddies, 6 more days before exams are finished. Ghee,why is the time so slow today?)
[One should always play fairly when one has the winning cards.
Oscar Wilde]

Today's Literature exam.

2008-10-03T19:29:00.001+08:00

Today is my SA2 literature exam. I hate literature. I juz wanna throw those books in to the toilet bowl and flush it down the toilet. BAH!!!!!!!!!! The paper is neither easy nor hard. To be exact, it is moderate. Haha. The paper seemed to be a challenge for our class. Anyway, I hope that everybody pass and nobody cheats. Good luck for history and Maths Paper 1.

(P.S Maths Paper 1 is going to be a tough challenge)
(P.S Maths Paper 2 set by Mr Nur Kaharudin)

"I believe we should all pay our tax bill with a smile. I tried but they wanted cash."
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2008-07-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

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